wake up call

well, guess i've been playing too much for the past few weeks
but was worth it, clubbing pubbing shoppings etcetc were all very fun
the clique was fun as well
but think it's time i return to the focus of my life, the things i put myself committed into
i received a wake up call today,
which was tears rolling down my cheeks
yes, those are my wake up calls

i shall assure myself as much as possible that i will not:
miss anymore kayak dry/wet training
miss anymore ballet rehearsal for modern ballet pointe
miss any of zani's rehearsal/marcus's training
throw all the dive matters to the back of my mind

"wake up elle, it's time to wake up,
you know you have got even more impt things to attend to."

well, although i know getting myself fully committed will led me to having less time to spend with my friends and dancers, but at least, i know me myself, is back on track, is carrying all the responsibilities that i'm suppose to.