Sunday, March 9, 2008

TO MY DEAREST MET


i'm veryvery sorry that i had to disappoint you once again,
it's seriously not what i want too.
but it's my fault that i didnt plan things well, didnt take into consideration of all the things on hand, and so many classes which will commence soon.
everything needs $$, and i didnt want mummy to carry sucha heavy burden all by herself.
think i'm old enough alrdy, i started working alrdy, and i shld help out instead of throwing everything to mummy, waiting for her to help me settle everything.
yupyup, i wouldnt blame you if you wouldnt wanna talk to me right now, cause i really know it's my fault.
didnt meant to disappoint you, but really do hope that you understand my current situation.
i really yearn to fly to bangkok, even if i could just stay with you for a day or so.
it's not all the shoppings that i really look forward to, but metgaga.
the thought of seeing you again thrills me very much, so much so that even if i drag myself to work everyday, i know it's worth it, cause after all the hard work, i would be able to earn enough to fly to bangkok.
i'm so excited bout it that i have been working on those surprises that i have in mind for you.
but right now, things didnt go the way i want it to be...
sorry my dearest girl!
i miss you! real lots...
*swirl fingers bout your arm* talk to me once you think you are able to okay?
sorry...
it really breaks my heart to see you all so disappointed...



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