back to work

im back to work tdy
i wouldnt say it's boring
i would just say that it's SUPER tiring
now i know why celeste keep telling me that it's super xinku to study and work at the same time
especially when school starts at 9 and only end at 4.30
then work starts from 5.30 to 10

i predict, i will fall sick
cause i'll when i drain myself out everytime

and i realise that my june schedule is ALMOST FULLY packed alrdy
with school stuff
with dance
with work

and i realise that there's so many things and people which i dont have time for
for movies (i think the last one i watched was... 2-3 mnths ago -.-)
for tb
for my loves

but nevertheless, i like the feeling of being busy
it gives me the feeling that i'm not wasting time on things which doesnt require attention
like... i can't think of any now

andand, my brother squash beside me right now
-.-

and he left after i typed that sentence

ohya, and there's people i wanna meet up with soon
yes, soon
soon
everyone's so busy
esp those i wanna meet up with terribly
if just...
*sigh! nvm
there's no just
there's no if

i need a mosquito electricifyer(-.-) badly

enough of my nonsense,
for june

1. the trekking trip to somewhere at KL
2. helper for swim meet in sports school
3. ballet coaching class
4. modern dance training
5. november ballet performance rehearsal
6. work
7. sleep
8. eat

(blue = not yet confirmed)

what's left will be for my loves
which i think wouldn't be enough
i'm so sorry
but i so feel like keeping myself occupied and very occupied
(only recently? idk why too)
that's why i said i like the feeling of being busy

did i mention that my lousy phone got scratched at the screen?
(it never once got scratch so badly before)
freak
i need a new phone

good night