1st January 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

HAPPY 2010 TO ME, i sincerely hope.

2009.. I would say 2008 is so much better.
i did not really have a nice 2009.
as a lot of my friends know, more than 3/4 of my blog entries were deleted (because of you know who/what)
so i guess that pretty much sums up everything.

all i can hope, is that 2010 will be a better one for me, just like 2008 when i'm surrounded by so much loves.
all i can hope, is that whoever i "drop" on the way from 2008 to 2009 comes back to me.
all i can hope, is that i'm back to the cheerful elle.
all i can hope, is that everyone loves me still because i'm back to the 2008 elle, the elle who brought fun&laughter only.

as much as i kinda wish that 2009 do not exist at all or i can rewind it, there're still minimal beautiful things which happened that year and i do not wish to erase.
2009, i got my stacey dear! (who just cut bangs and i'm quite sure we will look like big-small-eyes-jie-mei-flower)
2009, my dance improved like what zaini commented, last time i used to be a dead fish, 2009, i came alive! O.O
2009, i got better dance opportunities considering that rp dancers can be on par wit nus dance esemble (Y) and we were on the same stage on 6th november 2009.
2009, i became a better dancer. i used to be so ballerina, dance like a block, dance with no feelings, dance with no expressions. but now i do and i'm very satisfied.
2009, i became the president of dive ig and i will continue holding it till mid 2010. i think i managed to build up the ig bit by bit considering the state of the ig when it was passed down to me -.- and i'm sure it will be even better this year.
2009, i became even more vain. but isn't that good?! :)))
2009, end. I'M BACK TO THE GOOD OL' ELLE :D

all these i will keep, all the rest, i will treat it as a lesson learnt.

anw, new year, new resolution, new expectations, new things to look forward to.
2010, i'm gonna chiong for my last year in school and G-R-A-D-U-A-T-E!
2010, i'm going back to ballet, finally.
2010, i'm gonna be a better person.
2010, i'm gonna be more independent.
2010, i'm gonna be more sensible.
2010, please spend less elle -.- don't blow your savings everytime.
2010, i'm gonna seek for those i lost and keep them close to me heart.
2010, i'm gonna be even a better dancer.
2010, never to lose anyone dear to me anymore.
2010, earn more money.
2010, time to save money!
2010, i wanna go dive more, go to more places.
2010, i just wanna be happy.
and MOST IMPORTANTLY!
2010! I WANNA SEE MY METGAGA AT LEAST 2 TIMES THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

as simple as this, i guess a simple life is easier to maintain : )



I'M GONNA MEET MY GIRLFRIENDS LATER ON! SO EXCITED! SO HAPPY! CIAO!