HOLA!

feels that i can breathe today, thus i'm here!

the start of school is akin to the start of doom.

(very) hectic schedule,

(very) great pressure upon me,

(very) tight datelines,

(very) huge amount of work to be done &

(very) TIRING!

life has been *&#$%^&^%$#@ recently.

i can't find a word to describe how life has been actually,

because although i'm (VERY) tired and worn out,

but i'm doing things i love and things i wanna do,

so i can't say that it's tiring, i can't say that it's good either.

maybe i can try "fulfilling" & "satisfying" :)

i think it's a good start, because after all that i've been doing,

i kinda know what i wanna do in life, which path to take.

although life ahead is full of uncertainties, but i'm sure no matter what i do, it must be something which i enjoy doing.

I wouldn't wanna be stuck at something which i do not enjoy, yet i have to do it, thus put on a very fake front and fake "hardwork". nah, i'm not good in this.

well, i'm satisfied.

at least with how life is for me now.

and all my girlfriends and friends! i know i can't dig anytime to be spent with you people, but i'll be soon! wait for me! all the indulges and party :)

have i mention how much i miss my girlfriends yet?

yea, i dooooooo seriously honestly very much miss them a lot!

jio me out okay girls! don't say never jio because i busy, you never jio, you never know!

on a side note, i wanna share my joy about how exciting my next few months will be!

1. it's gonna be the end of year 2, i'm gonna move on to year 3, most likely i'll have a 3 days week. (Y)

2. I see progress in Dive IG, although not enough, but at least there's improvement. i'm gonna give my divers as much as i can fight for us!

3. i'm flying away! this, i shall keep it a secret for now :)

exciting! this is how life should be :))

school tml! gotta crash!

good night all!

P.S: I GAINED WEIGHT! :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((