life now

i can't wait for everything to be over.
OVER OVER OVER!

on a sidenote, i'll be home alone for 4 days! 29th may - 1st june, mummybrotherauntie all going penang to attend my cousin's wedding. how sad!
the one who's going supposingly is me!

why the fuck i go for the fking audition and fking get in and now i can't fking cope and i fking wanna break down and i fking can't do well for it and i know at the end of the performance it will just give me a damm fk up feeling but i fking can't wait for it to be over.

:( i need a break, i need someone to be there, but who? :(

sigh, back to the home alone topic, 4 days alone, what should i do?
i'm thinking of cooking!
anyone interested?